Current mood:	listless
Current music:	The New Pornographers- Twin Cinemas

Thinking about stuff
Well,

I guess I don't have that much to discuss. I am super excited that my parents and sister are coming up tomorrow. I miss them quite a bit. School is hard. I guess its not so much that the work is hard, I just don't feel like doing busy work anymore. I feel like I have done enough of that. I just want to do what I love now. I guess it isn't too far away and for that I am happy. Also I am really excited about Book of Days going up Wednesday, then closing Sunday and starting rehearsals for Tartuffe on Tuesday. I am insane, come to think of it. I put alot on my plate, but it is all stuff that I love to do. I am really enjoying A-OK; working with all the fun people on a show that is going to completely Kick Faces is great. Then of course being in plays which is my true passion and something I will never get enough of. However, my personal life suffers sometimes because of how busy I keep myself. I like being single, don't get me wrong...the only problem is that I like girls alot. I enjoy cuddling and hugging and yes, kissing and stuff. Mostly I just like how it feels to hold someone in my arms and relax and talk with them. I enjoy staying up late and talking about random stuff, finding out about weird ideosyncrasies that people have and sharing my weird ideosyncrasies. I miss having that connection, it was something that I hadn't had with my ex in a long time, and that I have had only a few times since. So it sucks because I am so busy that I don't seem to have time to hang out with the people I really like. Plus I am so confused after all that has happened this year: Breaking up with my girlfriend of almost 3 years, sort of dating someone else and that not working out, and now having feelings for someone but not having time to really work on those feelings or spend time together. Bah, I mean it could be worse, I could feel no connections with anyone and just be totally unhappy, which I am not. I figure that everything happens for a reason so I should just go with the flow. Anyhow this is plenty long and I have bitched enough. My life is pretty good. I hope yours is too.